The Fear Inside

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Me:
My abilitty to like,
love even adore myself
In spite of all spites
Is so amazing I fear

She:
Narcissism

Me:
Natural response.
When I saw my words
I felt the same
Yet

I fear
I fear
I fear still
That I have echoed but
The opposite of my very thoughts
That I have not grown above leers
Spites, snides and sneers
Your every opinion counts
Honest or not.

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